A Rant On Life

Life sucks all too much,

The fucking harlot had to just come in and destroy everything

After watching him suffer four years of chemo therapy, my Dad is now 6 feet under a slab of marble, so far away I cant even visit him, and with his death came a ton of bullshit
I lost somewhere between 100 to 200 thousand dollars when the insurance companies decided to fuck us and leave, which is pretty much all i had me and my four siblings to go to college, pay rent, food, pretty much everything
not to mention we just got taxes from the US gov. wanting to take half of what we have left, I now have the stress of being in a position where I have to start trying to support my family

And then the school decided to screw me by switching my IB teachers and pulling me behind! as if IB wasn't stressful enough. I try to console myself by telling me I've got it off a lot better than most, but the stress and emotional pain is just too much now, every day I wonder if it's the day I crack in the middle of school and start crying like a fucking baby. I'd bet the potheads would laugh at me.

I know no one said life wasn't easy, but since when was it ever so hard and complicated? Sometimes I wish I was in a position of power to make things better, but that's never going to happen, All I have are my friends and family to support me, I hope its enough.