My Rant is:
after 10 years of marraige you still make me cry
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When I love you, I love you. you are my best friend I enjoy being around you. I have never loved some one so much as you.
After 10 years being together we finally had a baby. yes she was born 2 months early and she struggled for life and I almost died three times. This is why I cherish my baby so much. I cherish the way she laughs, learns new things and even when she cries.
You scare me when you say "She is lucky not to have duck tape on her mouth" or "I can understand why people shake there babies." when you say those things I just want you to go away so I know my baby is safe. You say "I would never do that." but how do I know?
God Damn it! do you even remember her being in the NICU? I do every day. Yes, I know she cries a lot but I can handle the crying. That why I say "Just go away" Then you get upset and start yelling at me till I cry. Then you just ignore my cries and do not talk to me for the rest of the day till I apologize to you, for making you mad.
I don't know what to do any more should I leave you or should I stay?
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