My Rant is:
Am I automatically a bad person now?
Grr, I have a guy that I've been seeing for 5-6 months now, things have never gone smooth, it's nice to have a person, that cares, that doesn't have to, but I feel restricted, am I one of 'those' people now, the ones that cannot be tied down by one partner, I want to spend time with other men, not sexually, just as friends, I enjoy their company, but obviously a good girlfriends respect their boyfriend more than that, I feel so guilty for spending time with a guy and doing nothing wrong just because I have a boyfriend, I'm young!! Why do I feel this way?.. I've never Cheated.. But does this mean I will, or might, because I really enjoyed someone elses company for a change, I'm not predictable, it's possible.. or is it? grrr And my boyfriend makes me out to be so perfect, like his life would be shit without me and he'd be nothing without me blah blah.. So I feel like a horrible person when i think about leaving him for freedom..
Forever Not-Alone, and Frustrated!! ):<



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