My Rant is:
Complicate it.
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You make me feel, with the good feelings the bad is soon to follow, I hate the way I love you and love the way you hate me, I can see my friend is falling for you, maybe you're falling for her too? It'll tear me apart inside and out, I want her to be happy, I want you to be happy, but that won't make me happy, am I really that selfish? you said you're leaving town, you want to make something of your life, is that really the reason you left me? can't you just tell me you never loved me. It feels like a sick little game where you string me along.. to make yourself feel better, don't talk to me if you don't want me to love you, my feelings are few and far between, but the ones i keep for you are the strongest thing I've felt the only thing that's made me feel again, I planed my life around you, and when you left it all came falling down, I'm still rebuilding, loneliness is shit, but i can live with it, I'm not going to show that I'm holding on to you but I'm not going to hide the fact that my heart will not let go, you can't see this, i don't know how to show you, maybe we're better off apart but there's always a place for you with your name on it in my heart. I'm glad we are talking again, but don't me nice to me it'll only hurt me more in the end. I've only loved twice, because i like to think i know what love is, and you're the second, and the last person I've felt anything for, the feelings i still hold onto stop new ones from growing for other people, and this saddens me. I should probably learn to let go? I'm sorry.
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