entropy

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entropy in a nutshell states that any system, whether it be a transmission in a car, a set of train tracks or the universe itself, will slowly but steadily decay unless acted upon by an outside source. usually this involves adding to the entropy of one system to slow down the accumulation of entropy in another. I have a problem with this, i just can't bring myself to believe that there is no way to destroy entropy, anything is possible, nothing is true, everything is permitted.

I'm trapped in this nightmare of end, there will be an end, you can slow it down but at what cost? another thing's end? i don't want to believe that, i don't want to believe that it is inevitable, i want to take the entropy of the universe and stuff it in an engine so that i can make it spin, make it useful. it's always talked about in quantities, and is entropy itself safe from it's own law?

I've made it my life's goal to destroy entropy, it must be possible, i just hope the cost does not outweigh the reward. that in itself should account for the outside force right? can i not make this world a better place unless i remove myself from it first? this is extremely frustrating, to sit here and think about the inevitable, to see it coming though the ultimate end be billions of years off, to not be able to do anything about it even though it will be well past my time, we are already feeling the cold of the end biting at our collective cheeks and noses.

DEAR GOD! WHAT THE FUCK!? LET ME CHANGE THIS! HALLELUJAH, THANK YOU JESUS, PEANUT BUTTER!

whew,

at what dimension do i have to move to to escape entropy, at what part of the multiverse can i escape it's grasp, would I bring this demon with me if i visited even for a little while? i want the comfort of knowing that no matter how far my lineage goes they will be provided for, how could i feel that if i know there is an inevitable end, if even only to this little blue marble, it's becoming less feasible to travel in outer space. we require heavy ships to guard against our own suns harmful rays, artificial gravity so that we don't die of bone loss, for fucks sake is it even possible to move to mars without getting a tumor along the way?

i think the worst part, is that i might just be the only one worrying about this stuff...