My Rant is:
f*ing people judging me
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just failed a college exam now will havta go repeat it during the summer, my best friend and my boyfriend and everyone else i've talked to all passed, bf and bbf with first class honours (which is the best in the irish system) and my fucking bf looks at me like im this stupid idiot and i feel depressed over failing this 1 exam because of his fucking high standards, he doesnt even study and he gets 1st in all exams like seriously WTF i really tried for these exams and tho i was nervoud there was the glimmer of hope that id passed them all. everyone passed. im a failure. hes a fucking cunt. why do i lose everyones respect ive never said a mean word tot hem but they act like they're better than me just because they got a higher number.
i dont even know if i want to repeat feel like just dropping out except theres like NO jobs atm and ill have no money. thats another thing i fucking hate people who've loads of money without working for it. maybe ill just go pick fruit in australia for the rest of my life.
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as for getting money without working for it there's an old proverb that says a fool and his money are soon departed. so you can take that two ways, either the guy who has money without working isn't going to keep it. or the guy who has money and doesn't work for it is wise about how he spends it and thus doesn't need to work hard for it.
you failed one exam okay it's not the end of the world, these things happen and really you shouldn't let it beat you down. if you need a high score on the test then retake the class, you already know everything so it'll simply be review, just take it under a separate teacher because taking the same class with the same teacher didn't work out so well last time.
but you shouldn't give up simply because you messed up once, take this as a lesson and not as a failure. don't give up, and if your bbf and bf are ragging on you then just ignore them, I'd almost go so far as to say leave them but you need to stay the better person in this case. so unless you actually did something that is a direct cause like say partying all semester instead of studying then you have no reason to really let them tear you down about it. keep trying! we're pulling for you!