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Generic Love Story Driving Me Nuts


By ibnakhal on 1/7/2012 2:24 AM
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I developed feelings for my best girl-friend, and it sucks. I keep thinking about doing all the annoying little things that they do in Hollywood movies, with the "I love you" every second of the day and the gifts and whatnot. I can't sleep. I wish this never happened because I'm also doubting myself every second about asking her out. I've gotten to the point where I bought her a necklace, pretty much a point of no return since I'd be fucked if someone found it lying around my house (Society frowns on this over here). But Goddammit even though I pretty much have to I've never been so scared of rejection, and I'm the kind of guy who doesn't give a shit about who likes me and who doesn't. It's now actually gotten to the point where i think I'm annoying, because I want to do all those annoying things you see those 12 year old kids do. I understand that all this crush business is just natural, but why did it have to start feeling like a movie romance? My sisters keep playing random songs that just bring me lower, considering they are all about love and just "getting the girl" with little ease. Shit I wish this wasn't so hard!!!

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ibnakhal
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Posted on: 1/8/2012 11:58 PM
I managed to fix things, I'm happy I still have her friendship.
Posted on: 1/8/2012 11:53 PM
Aw, I'm sorry to hear that. I can't gaurantee, but sometimes time is all thats needed to patch things up.
ibnakhal
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Posted on: 1/7/2012 11:44 PM
i think i fucked it up beyond repair...
Posted on: 1/7/2012 10:48 PM
The people have already taken the words out of my mouth, below.
..How'd it go?
Mr.King1969
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Posted on: 1/7/2012 8:29 PM
In part, I'm sorry to say, that is kinda what love is. It's an emotion, not something that works well with natural thought. Look, if it makes you and your significant other making fools out of yourselves for one another, I for one say: "Go for it, Spiccioli." (Sorry about the really bad 80's movie reference, but it's my generation and all:)
ibnakhal
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Posted on: 1/7/2012 1:51 PM
thnx, my hand was forced tonight anyways, im going to have to say it in the morning, just nervous as hell...
Posted on: 1/7/2012 1:35 PM
Been there, done that. And I gotta tell you, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, even I despise myself for keeping quiet.
Thinking what it might have been, hurts worst than just blurting it out and got rejected.
ibnakhal
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Posted on: 1/7/2012 10:36 AM
that is the toughest spot to ever get out of
Posted on: 1/7/2012 3:59 AM
me and my best girl - friend do alot of 12 year old things and its really fun! im myself when im around her but when im around someone i like im all frozen and shit. i guess its really different when you see someone in a different light. hope you dont end up like me in the best-gay-friend-zone :(