I hate my anorexic sister

By emanresu emanresu on 12/31/2010 11:34 AM in category: People
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I hate my anorexic sister
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My little sister is anorexic. I have to love her and care for her, because that is what sisters do. Sitting with her during and after every meal so that she can throw it up later should feel like a privilege, I know.

In reality I want her dead. I hate her from her stickin hair follicles down to her toes. She throws up everything she eats from her window (so now mold grows on the outside of our house), she stares in every mirror, she causes a scene in every restaurant, blames the lingering puke in every toilet/sink/bath/flowerbed on us - the other three (ugly) sisters - then has the audacity to pretend to give a shit about what happens in our lives.

She says she'll rather be dead and skinny than fat and alive. At 6 stone, she's pretty damn near achieving that goal. I hate myself for not caring, but the fact is I'm just as terrible as her. I don't give a shit if she dies or not. She wants it and she deserves it.
Sorry if this sounds weird or brattish. I can't feel anything except anger or hatred anymore. I couldn't anyway. Before my sister's anorexia there was always a problem, my family seems to prefer drama to wholesome things like sport, or a nice hearty picnic (or whatever shit families do). It's like the anorexia is just an indication of an all encompassing depression.
Anyway, It has taken over my families' lives, and my sister is really just so selfish that she simply cannot give a fuck. She doesn't care that it's made my twins bulimia worse, that my mum cries at night when she thinks we're all asleep...I can't love anything. I can hear fucking sizzling sausages from the kitchen, where my skinny sister is helping my fat sister cook. And I know she classifies everyone as that: either fat or thin. Even I label people by their weight. I hate food for doing this to my family.

Hopefully my fat sister will eat the skinny one.

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Posted on: 3/25/2014 8:30 PM
She's bulimic. Take her to a doctor!!!!!
Posted on: 9/16/2013 9:35 PM
Anorexia is a control issue. Its the only thing she feels she can control in her life.
Posted on: 8/23/2012 11:12 AM
your sister is vain and selfish. But she needs professional help or something.
Posted on: 6/19/2012 10:52 PM
Yeah she needs to get into rehab or something that will motivate her to eat.
Posted on: 12/5/2011 6:44 PM
I think she needs to get medical help.
Posted on: 12/4/2011 7:26 AM
Wow that's a terrible position to be in. I can completely relate though. This sounds corny and stupid, but I really wish I could hug you (whoever you are). Because when I deal with shit like this, that seems to be the only thing I want. Aside from curling up in a ball and crying.
Posted on: 11/25/2011 2:09 PM
totally understands u!