I have no parents.

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Yes, technically everyone has 'parents'.
Two people had to make you. You don't just appear.
But it takes a lot more than creating a child to be a parent.
My "parents" are a perfect example.
They created me (ew that's nasty to say but it's the truth..) but they aren't true parents.

My "mom"; she's selfish. she puts her now exboyfriend before me. even though they broke up she still 'loves' him. i live in florida, and before she moved here, she lived in oregon. i moved here with my dad, and i begged her to move here also. well she wouldn't because of this guy (we'll call him George.) well she only moved her to be with me after george broke up with her, she lost her job, she lost her car, and lost her home.
im only her backup plan. she didn't move here because she wanted to be with me, she moved here for her own selfish reasons. she also cheated on my 'dad' and left him, destroying my ONCE good home.
she just lounges off of my 'dad' (I'll just call him John since he's not my dad, and my 'mom' Jen since she's not my mom.) So Jen just uses her own daughter because things didn't turn out good for her.
Jen also slapped me in the face and called me a 'slut' and told me to get out of her house.
It still hurts me, and im crying while typing this.


John; he's mean. he cusses me out on a regular basis for no reason. he always tells me really mean things like he doesnt care if i run away and stuff. i got nothing for my 14th birthday (which was like a week ago) and when i cried about it, he yelled at me and told me to shut up.
once he left me at the mall at nighttime after it was closed. i had to sit out in the cold (it was winter) for over an hour, until he finally showed up, drunk.
but once he had to get his sister from jail, and he was speeding and told me he was in a rush because he cant let his baby sister wait outside at night.
that hurt my feelings so bad, but whenever i start crying because of how mean he is to me, he just yells at me.




both john and jen do drugs. my dad is a drug dealer, alcoholic, and snorts pills. my mom snorts pills, goes to the doctor to get prescriptions she doesnt even need to sell them/snort them, and is also an alcoholic.
they go out like every night and come back drunk and high.
we live in a hotel with one bed, and they like to take up the entire bed.
last night i woke up my dad and told him i had nowhere to sleep. he said he 'doesnt give a damn' where i sleep.
i had to sleep on the floor.


that is just a glimpse of my life. its actually worse living it, then reading it.




OH and isnt it weird that my parents are divorced but live together in a hotel?