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So my boyfriend is from New Jersey and I'm from Texas. He moved to Texas five years ago or so and he has had some pretty bad experiences (that he still isn't over). But he moved away from them to a much nicer area and eventually we met. He doesn't like the people here, nonetheless, and has been saying "I'M GONNA MOVE BACK UP NORTH!" Well, that doesn't make me very happy. Around Christmas, he, his parents, his friend and his friend's parents all came up with a plan to have him go live with his friend and their parents for a while. Leaving me in Texas. Well, his friend is a dumb bitch and she decided "WELL, even though! my friend is coming to live with me, I'm just gonna be a shit head and fight with my parents and run away! I'm moving out, fuck you, parents!!" So he couldn't move up (and he finally realized how shitty of a friend she is (ALSO, it was really fucked up he was going to LIVE with another GIRL)). I was relieved. Then, his house went on the market. He and his parents were going to move when the house sold. Again, disappointed me. His house has yet to sell and it's been on the market since summer. Eventually, I guess, he decided we're serious enough and he's serious enough about me and he decided to get an apartment HERE. Just the other day he was talking about how much better it is than the small towns he's lived in in the past. He also decided to get me an engagement ring and propose to me. So we're officially serious and whatnot. I'm also helping him pay for ALL of his expenses, which includes rent, car insurance, groceries, cable, etc. just so he can stay here.

My problem is: today, he posted a status on facebook that said "I'm thinking after my lease is up, I'm packing and heading Northeast." WHAT THE FUCK, no you're not!? His lease is up in six months. And he damn well knows I'm not going with him. I have too much family here to move away. He has family here and there. I ONLY have family HERE. That's fucked up. I'm not moving there to ONLY be with you and your family. I want my family too! It just really pisses me off that after all that, he still wants to move away. And you know why? Because his friend sent him a picture of fucking yellow leaves there and it's 85 degrees outside here. SHUT UP AND GET OVER IT. At least you don't have to drive in the snow here! I can't believe I'm paying all this money just for him to want to move away anyway. I thought this was a step up, he was going to stay here with me. I've been getting all kinds of stuff for his apartment assuming he's staying and it will eventually be OUR stuff and not just his. Every time I think it's getting better, he turns around and does something shitty that just breaks my heart.

Also, lately, he's been talking about taking a trip to Jersey when he get his "vacation hours" from the dollar store he works at. Well, I'm not paying for any of that fucking trip. Have fun with it and paying for all that gas. I'm not going. I don't give a damn about Jersey.