My Rant is:

WTF. am i a bad person.............


By Tamika on 2/15/2012 10:45 AM
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so..As bad as i feel i think i should get this of my chest.
I slept with another guy while with a guy.
(zak)the guy i slept with.
(matt) the guy im in love with.

Now..Me and matt have been dating for about 2 years.
At the start i added Zak on facebook ECT.
we got to no eachother. Hung out.& eventually slept with eachother. It wasn't suppose to be like this. I love matt.

I was honest. I told matt that i slept with zak.
And he forgave me after some time..
We are now strong. But i keep Having Sexual Playbacks of me and Zak sleeping together, :/
Like WTF...

I'm just a bit attracted at the fact he wants a piece of my body!
please i need advice on what to do, And how to help this situation.

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Posted on: 2/24/2012 11:34 AM
What did you think would happen when you started hanging out with another guy. Deep down before you even agreed to hangout with him you new it would lead down this path. Don't lie to yourself or anyone else. There must be a reason for the actions you made maybe you need to give honest reflection on why
Posted on: 2/19/2012 7:23 PM
you should've waited for marriage...

but what you should do is take responsibility for your actions, you can't change what you've done but you can certainly choose what you will do. live with Matt or don't that choice is up to you but right now you need to take a few lessons in self control and think real hard about who you want to be with.

also if zak is willing to sleep with you when you are with somebody else then he's not somebody to be with period. be happy matt still loves you and live with that.

or don't, like i said: you have responsibilities for your actions and it's a bit late to opt out of them.
Posted on: 2/15/2012 5:09 PM
sounds like you should spice things up with your boyfriend, do something romantic take a day of evening to just love eachother like back in the honeymoon phase. slip into something uncomfortable and then let him rip it off you ;)